Tuesday, April 29, 2008 12:51 AM
its been almost a week since i last updated. nothing much has been going on in my life, pretty boring. oh. my mum got a new phone. 6500 slide, same same as yyann, but at $0. cause my contract ending + i upgrade my plan to iTwo value. 100 mins of outgoing talktime is just not enough for me la. every month exceed. i'm a busy girl. =S
june is coming. so fast and its almost one year since i last helped out for student camp. this time, logistics again, KEYMASTER again. damn. but wells, if thats where student camp needs help, i will be there.
chee soon will be the log head for student camp this year. and he assigned me to be keymaster i/c. i havent really talked to him much ever since last year when i worked with him for log hand in hand as we were both keymasters. really looking forward to this years camp. hopefully it will be a good time there and everything runs smoothly.
church is setting up a sports ministry. i will be looking in to that ministry as devotion to God. the rest of my cell members have already chosen a ministry to work in, i think i'm the last. anyways, cfc asked me if i was interested. well, i guess the experience will be not bad as its pretty much what i've been doing in school, but its just that its planning for more people when working with church and the ministry is new.
there's only like 3 people in sports ministry. namely myself, cfc and allen. -.-
sia la. you guys must be thinking 3 people how to manage a church full of ard 300 poeple. but by trusting in God, all is possible. :))
Labels: church
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Wednesday, April 23, 2008 12:22 PM
heh heh. finally i'm able to upload photos to blogger. xDD
these photos are frm SLA Fiesta. Synergy Booth Day 1.
finally after so long i blog about SLA. its been almost one week. there wasnt much things to talk about on SLA. afterall i was only down for duty for 1 and 1/2 day. but i learnt about using a 2nd monitor taught by my AE faci aka my IG advisor Mr Tham Ying Wai. i could do 2 or more things at the same time while i was flashing PPT slides on the screen. xDD
met up with devin, zhi wei, jason toh and yyann after school on monday. so much fun we had. remincising the times we had together. we went to ichiban and cwp to eat and to chit chat. thereafter because yyann needed to go home as she had tuition, we left and the 3 brothers came to my hse to use my lappy and to daidee.
i will never play daidee with zhi wei if he has a girlfriend by his side/a girl he likes by his side form now onwards. those who dont know, dont ask. they finally left me alone at 9.25 pm. and i was finally allowed to concentrate and do my RJ.
i still hate sociology. dont think i praise a bit means i dont hate sociology anymore. not that easy.Labels: SLA
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Sunday, April 20, 2008 12:45 AM
with credits to devin's blog.. this is a touching story. but its in chinese. so here goes..
今天期中考，学校早一点放学，我打了通电话给他。：喂，我今天比较早放学，你来载
我回家好不好？：好，等我五分钟。：五分钟？我学校就在你家旁边耶。 ：我总要打扮一下啊。 ：好啦，快一点喔。 下午2：00，太阳大的让我有种冲动想喷鼻血，我站在树荫下挥动着手，虽然没凉到哪里去，但是煽总比不煽好。
五分钟过了，他还没来，我看看手表，有点不高兴，十分钟过了，他还没到..，该不会出了什么事吧？呸呸呸...乌鸦嘴，十五分钟过了，他总算到了。：怎么这么慢？ 他一副无所谓的样子说：没啊，看个电视。 ：什么？看个电视？你要不要顺便睡个觉洗个澡吃个饭再来？我没有说话，没有拿安全帽，没有上车的瞪着他。 ：对不起。
这是他第一次对我说对不起，他是一个很大男人主义，爱面子的男生，所以他从不像女生低头说对不起，我看着他，好吧，似乎面有惭色，我带上安全帽，让他载我回家。 他总是这样，从来不解释，不争论，不跟我吵架，只跟我说对不起，有些事，不是一句对不起就能解决的，但是他都跟我道歉了，我也就没再追究下去，他说，我是第一个让他说对不起的女生。 认错需要很大的勇气，但是他从来都没有改进他的错误，对不起反而变成一种打发我的话。在他说第59次对不起时，我流着泪，低下头说：你不要再跟我说对不起了，如果你无法改变，就不要让我给你一次又一次的机会，相信你会改变。他轻轻的拥着我，说了第60句对不起。 虽然如此，他还是没有改变，不做任何的解释，我开始怀疑他是不是有事瞒着我。 ：你最近怎么了？ ：没有啊。 ：那你为什么心情不好？ ：没有啊。 ：又是没有啊，你除了这句话以外没有别的吗？你知不知道我很担心，很没有安全感，你到底有没有当我是你女朋友？ ：...对不起。 ：我不要听你说对不起。 我挂了电话，他也没有打来，他根本就不在乎我，也许，我们该结束ㄌ..........这是他说的第99句对不起....。
从那天开始，我再也没有找过他，他也没有打电话给我，有时候，我会接到一通无声的电话，但是我喂了几声，就挂了，有一种直觉是他，但是他为什么都不说话？
一个月之后，我按奈不住思念的心情决定到他学校找他，我在教室外东张西望的，就是没有看到他的人影，我随便抓了一个男生来问。：同学，请问一下，梦伟今天有来吗？ ：他休学了。 ：啊？为什么？什么时候的事？ ：他已经一个月没来了。 ：...喔..谢谢。一个月..一个月没来，怎么会呢？ 我跌跌撞撞的回到家..拨他的手机：您的电话已经为您转到语音信箱，请在嘟一声...。
我挂了电话，打到他家，响了好久都没有人接，怎么会？全家移民吗？他仿佛是从这世界上消失了一样，没有一点痕迹。
他该不会另结新欢了吧？我开始胡思乱想，我找不到他..，正当我烦恼的时候，电话突然响了，是阿立打来的，他是梦伟的死党也是我的好友。 ：喂，你还在干嘛啊？ ：什么？ ：ㄚ伟在医院啦。 ：真的？他怎么了？ ：没有啦，他在○○医院，就是你上次住的那一家。 ：我马上去。 我立刻用我出生以来最大的速度飙到那家医院，在医院看到了他****和妈妈，我向他们问了他在哪一间病房之后，就急忙的飞奔而去。 他躺在床上，眼睛看着我，没有说话，没有起床，一动也不动的。 ：喂，你怎么了？为什么不通知我呢？ 他没有回答我，只是一直用同样的眼神看着我。 ：回答我啊，你为什么不说话？ 他眼角留下了一滴泪，身体仿佛用了最大的力气，牵动着嘴角 ：...对不起...。说完，他闭上了眼睛。 ：喂，你别装了好不好，为什么要说对不起，我不要你说对不起啊，你起来啊，回答我啊。 我哭倒在他床边，拉着他的衣服哭喊着：你为什么要说对不起，连说服我的理由都没有？我不会原谅你，你起来啊，你说对不起没有用啊，你不起来我这辈子都不会原谅你，我求求你....睁开眼睛啊...。
这是他说的一百句对不起...一群医生和护士拉开我，开始抢救他，我全身没有力气再站起来，我的头脑一片空白，眼前一片漆黑..。 他没有离开这个世界，只是我永远都无法触摸到他，但他有时也会在我的梦中出现，告诉我他过的好不好。
他还是陪着我，还是活着，在我心里，他依然如昔，还是会笑着叫我咏熙，叫我老婆，只是..他不再对我说对不起了...。 过了几个月，他妈妈来找我，给了我一个盒子，里面装的，是一百张照片，每一张照片的背面，都写着它让我生气的事情。
第一次对不起，老婆，我今天不是故意迟到的，我也知道理由很烂，但是我真的不忍心说实话，我在出门前突然心脏绞痛，但是我已经尽量赶了，原谅我好吗？第二次对不起?老婆，我.......... 第三次对不起，老婆，我... ................................ ............................ ................... ................ ........... ......... ..... 第一百次对不起，老婆，我不是狠心要丢下你，只是上帝似乎不给我这个机会让我爱你一辈子，
为你带上戒指，你是我第一个让我说对不起的女孩，也是我第一个想共度一生的女孩，原谅我不能给你幸福，我会化作天使，守护着你，看着你得到幸福，答应我，别哭，我不要看到你为了我憔悴流泪的样子，我爱你。bye 梦伟 我怎么可能不哭，你的要求太严苛了，最后一张照片，是他在医院理拍的，照片上他笑的很灿烂，他变的好瘦，脸色好苍白，但是他还是露出了笑容，拍这第一百张照片。 在他最虚弱罪痛苦的时候，我没有陪着他。 对不起。 我抱着他的照片，泪流不止！！ 愿天下所的情人.愿你们能珍惜眼前的人,不要失去后才懂得珍惜...不要让悲剧再次上演!
so sweet, but at the same time very sad. i will be posting photos from SLA fiesta soon. check back soon!
Labels: touching story
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Tuesday, April 15, 2008 3:55 PM
i so hate
SOCIOLOGY. i dont want to take sociology lah. damn!stupid faci. i dont get a single thing that he is trying to say. i dont understand a single word that comes out of his mouth. i seriously need help with this damn module. this is just so damn shitty.Labels: class
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Thursday, April 10, 2008 7:27 PM
Photos from Appreciation Dinner yesterday.
front and back view of the invitation card..
Thank you gift by MCYS. its actually just a short slideshow on the journey of obtaining ownership of hosting YOG 2010. (you wont see any RP students inside)
from left to right, thats caromes, kenneth, me, denniz (mentor), andrea, quanlong and karen ng. kenneth and denniz make me look so short standing in between them. =S
but i can say that i really had fun with them all yesterday night. all thanks to my mentor cracking up all the funny jokes and kenneth hand in hand with him. i ought to really say that these year 3s are a bunch of fun people to be around. i shall not elaborate on the things we did at orchard hotel and the inside jokes shall be kept within ourselves.
had inclusive physical activity today. quite fun, because we get to play. =D
class was not bad for a start, i hope this continues. tomorrow is adventure education. zhishen and jacelyn will be coming to my class and take that module together with me, cheer and azim. how great can that be? i just hope that i can be in the same team as either of them, and work together. the faci..hmm..hope he wont be too strict for the first lesson luh. although i know him through synergy already, but then being IG advisor and faci is different.
so fast and a week is almost over. i keep saying friday today, when its tmr. i dont know whats the problem with me. oh wells. i'm probably just too cramped up with too many things i guess. shall do my eval, RJ and quiz now. bye.
Labels: appreciation dinner, class, YOG
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Tuesday, April 08, 2008 1:03 AM
this is not nice. my school has just started today being the first day of school, and now by today i'm already wanted for 3 other days of the week. not including today's Synergy MC meeting.
my schedule for this week.
Mon - school + Synergy MC meeting
Tues - school only
Wed - no school, but appreciation dinner by Dr Vivian Balakrishnan for contributing to YOG 2010
Thurs - school + meeting with advisors + meeting my mum and yyann
Fri - school + DOAL gathering + cell BS
packed sia! its only the first week of school and i'm so freaking busy. i'm still waiting for a meeting invite from another faci for AAR discussion about SHL FOP. wonder when will that be. next week i'm busy with SLA Fiesta. i'm busy for 2 weeks. =((
i promised to meet sze min for lunch. but i dont know when i'm free sia. i hope i cna meet her soon. been such a long time since i met that girl. she's like the last person other than alison that i still talk to in W25D. seems that she also dont talk to those poeple much already. i dont know. but i'm not keeping up because i'm way too busy. trying to get myself free from all these stuffs. hopefully i can get away. its not easy. *sigh*
shant talk about my class in this blog i guess. nothing much also. only blog about class if there's anything interesting. i will end here. blog another time. =))
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Monday, April 07, 2008 1:09 AM
just read KP's blog. yyann gave me the link.
some things that maybe i should help KP with as a child of God towards a brother in Christ and who at the same time is my buddy. :D
to the rest who are non Christians, this post is going to be very christian. if you are anti christian, please click the x at the top right or hit the back button. thank you very much.
the Bible has mentioned to us that we are to give and not to ask for anything in return. in my personal point of view, everyone has their selfish side. just that it may be in different areas and the amount of selfishness is different too. it is also based on their self control to showing how selfish they are. it is not an easy task, to be able to keep reminding yourself time and again not to repeat the bad habits that you may have.
if you feel that you have not shown apprecation to those who have helped you in the past, show them now. it is never too late. people will also appreciate that after helping you, you appreciate their help. or help them back, in whatever ways you can if possible. its a give-and-take logic kind of logic. everyone in this world is a sinner. which is why i always keep the song "So You Would Come" in my mind. Remember the lyrics:
"Nothing you can do
Could make him love you more
And nothing you've done
Could make him close the door"
He has already shown His great love to us by giving us His only Son Jesus, which is the greatest love he could give to us, a way to Him. so there's nothing we can do to make him love us more. and because of us sinning and Him continuing to forgive our sins, and he is always willing to forgive us despite what we have done, he will never close the door.
so bringing it to life on Earth, remember what your friends have done for you, true friends will never leave you when you are being outcasted. so you will never be outcasted. remember what they have done, for all we may know, when will these people need your help in the future. you may not be able to help them now, but i believe you will be able to help them in time to come. dont fret about it. leave it all in God's hands. He will always have a path for you to take. i know how it feels to doubt the God planning your way. i doubted Him for too long and finally i am back with Him again. our God works miracles. continue to trust in him. when your faith waver, talk to someone about it. you will definitely feel better. maybe even get enlightened.
if you feel blessed with what God has given you, reach out to those who have yet to experience the grace of God. bring them closer to Him. show love and concern to the people around you. be a testimony of God. i'm sure all these will please God alot and to the people who have cared for you. because after caring for you, you care for someone else. keep spreading the love.
i shall end here. this has been a long post. i need to sleep too. its almost 1.30 already and school starts in around 7 hours time. time to meet new people. bye guys. :D
Labels: God, KP
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Sunday, April 06, 2008 8:20 PM
I'M BACK FROM OBS.Thanks for welcoming me back from OBS KP, on triple es blog. :D
i will update once i get the photos from other people. too lazy to update also
shall let the pictures talk, but i have to type a lot too. cause cannot use pictures a lot also. not too many pictures were taken. =((
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